Geatest Disappointment in My Life

Before my father left me for forever I never do things that make him happy. I've always been a troublesome child to my family. I have not had time to make my parents happy to have me as a child . I have not had time to say how much I loved him . He didn't tell me how to life, he lived, and let me watch him do it . I love my father as the stars, he's bright shining example and a happy twinkling in my heart . He never taught me to live with the money but he always taught me to do a lot of effort to get money . My father never looked for me when I playing with my friend until morning but after my father die my mother tell me the truth that my father always ask my mother to ask me go home before morning . Mom&Dad I promise you'll be happy having me as a child . Dad I'll change you to be a patriarch to protect our family . Dad calm in heaven and watch me to do your job . I'll pray the best for you and remember your guiding hand on my shoulder will remain with me forever . I LOVE YOU DAD :* ({})